I feel like there's not much point to doing anything. For example, I do most of my music on bandlab, which in the realm of copyrights basically means broke lab. You can't do anything with the music that you make because the loops, the brick and mortar used to make the song, are all copy written by other artists. So it's kind of a moot point unless you're really into it.
Secondly, I'm so overwhelmed by my day today activities and things that I'm supposed to be doing, I've almost given up without even starting. Phone calls freak me out I don't want to make them. I have to make about 10.
When I moved to state so I was out of my mind and I didn't tell my internet company or my electric company that I was dipping. So my bills just keep racking up. All because I can't make a phone call.
I'm supposed to call my insurance agent and correct my address. That's probably not going to happen. I don't understand why I can't email these people. Why do I have to talk to them? Why do I have to be on hold for 25 minutes?
Also, my job fired me without proper notice. My return to work day is supposed to be November 1st, so how in the hell can I be fired if I have a return to work date?
I've been absent for over a year for medical and mental health reasons. I don't want to go back, not to the job I was doing. I would rather do a job that includes driving, like a courier job. I figure if I cry all day doing that, at least no one will see me.
So yeah, that's what's up with me. Y'all stay woke.
