I was trying to educate myself on my new diagnosis. I hit about 10 walls in the process.
Bipolar must be one of the many things copywriters fill up the internet with. Basically, it's all the same article slapped down in different ways-- so self help is out.
It makes me angry that there's no new information. Nothing that'll work. Nothing I haven't tried. Nothing that'll help.
For now, I feel lost and angry as hell. I put in a call to my psychiatrist asking for a medication change. I can't be this irritated and on edge for much longer.
I can't even sit still long enough to record. I don't wanna take a shower, it feels too "exposed". In fact, it's warm outside and I just put more clothes on.
To be honest, I'm tearing up from the damn stress of it all. So before I actually start crying, I'm gonna go to bed.
