OR PEOPLE THAT IGNORE THEM
Yeah right. Most people think you're faking or whooping it up. And fyi, we can fucking tell. It gives the impression that you don't fucking know or your don't fucking care. Only one of those can be remedied.
Both feelings are valid when dealing with someone like me, but fuck you if you think I'm playing. This is not a game and it fucking sucks.
It's like restless leg all over your body all the time. Your mind is in a fever dream. Steps don't come in order. We forget things. Walking becomes hard. Trying to fake happiness for other rotten people gets harder.
And finally, you reach a point where you don't care to be around the other person because all they do is remind you of your fallacies. I'm my case, these so called fails don't match my perception, they piss me off and they ruin my (if ever) good mood.
Being ignored full stop because I'm not deemed valid is fucked too. Miss me with that shit but I won't miss you.
